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Fierce Grace, a documentary about Ram Das, portrays his far-reaching
impact as an author and spiritual teacher. It also chronicles his
struggle to reconcile his stock in trade message of unconditional
love and acceptance with the anger and frustration he feels about
the stroke that left half of his body paralyzed.
The documentary has been fashioned in a very personal style, interlacing
current conversations with Ram Das, interviews with people he has
known, and incredible archival stills and film footage. The film
also shows how Das, with much eloquence and compassion, uses his
current predicament to help others.
The film begins in present time, as Ram Das deals with the effects
of a massive stroke that befell him five years ago. Das demonstrates
such remarkable peacefulness, grace and acceptance that the documentary
asks the rhetorical question, “How do you get to be like this?”
The film then traces Ram Das's story: from his childhood as Richard
Alpert, the youngest child of an affluent Jewish family; through
his years as a professor of psychology at Harvard University; his
LSD experimentation with Timothy Leary; his pilgrimage to India
where he explored Hinduism, Yoga and Buddhism; and continuing through
his return to the U.S. as a devoted healer and teacher serving mankind.
Meeting with his guru, Maharaj ji, was the turning point in Ram
Das's life. Maharaj ji's expansive unconditional love changed Das's
life forever. It was then that he began devoting himself to nurturing
any soul that he found to be in need.
The film depicts two fine examples of his dedication to alleviating
suffering. The first is a man and a woman whose daughter was murdered
only a few blocks from their house. The letter Ram Das sends to
them is of invaluable assistance in their healing process. The second
incident involves a woman whose fiancé was murdered in Columbia,
South America. Ram Das meets with her and helps her to find some
peace and acceptance amidst her unbearable grief. Both incidents
are deeply touching. Ram Das's voiceless expression of empathy and
compassion are a marvel to behold.
Ram Das's stroke has forced him to live his teachings in a way he
had not expected. He spends a great deal of time in various, often
painful, therapies and is confined to a wheelchair. He is paralyzed
on his right side and has speech aphasia. We see him struggle with
physical tasks that we take for granted, such as getting in and
out of a car, talking and walking.
He tells us that at the moment of his stroke all of his spiritual
training was of no assistance. He simply stared up at the pipes
on his ceiling as he lay in a helpless state. No uplifting thoughts
or inspiration came to rescue him. In that crucial moment, he says,
“I flunked the test.”
We see Ram Das's struggle with dogged determination to regain his
faculties. Scenes of this struggle are interwoven with memoirs of
his past. Interviews of family and friends give us insights and
anecdotes about who this man was and is. Finally, we are shown that
Ram Das puts his stroke in a spiritual perspective. Through acceptance
he has acquired an inner peace greater than anything he's known
in his life, he says. And this peace is touchingly discernible as
he sits in his wheelchair on his front porch.
Fierce Grace portrays Ram Das as a pioneer scout for western civilization
- somewhere out there ahead of the rest of us, sending back information
about places we've yet to go, whether it's the territory of the
inner psyche or the frightening pathway of aging and dying. He shows
us this with strength, gentleness and humor. I was deeply touched
by this film. I literally laughed and cried with it. There were
many powerful moments, but for me the most deeply touching were
the encounters Ram Das has with people whose spiritual journey began
with his book Be Here Now. I am one of those people.

Greg Liber, along with his wife Jan, facilitates “The
Loving Course” and “Sticks and Stones” workshops.
For information go to: www.thelovingcourse.com.
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